It’s every other day. I can’t stand it. i’m getting tired of the ups and downs. I would rather just be one or the other.
Archive > January 2009
I wish i could.
I’ve learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn’t stop for your grief. I’ve learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don’t care back. (How true)
We must be careful about what we pretend to be.
I don’t think i pretend to be anyone other than myself. Maybe a little more outgoing than i really am? I like kurt vonegut.
Stubborn
The word independent can loosely be translated into aloofness. There is a difference between trying to make plans, and being clingy. I’m being clear about communicating. Stating what my intentions are. and yet… has anything gone right? FUCK NO
sharp.
cut my foot. it hurts. going to get a burger and beer before class i am to make things interesting. that or i fall asleep. either or both sound better than going to class without a beer.
On being invisible
I loathe being stood up by people. It’s a proverbial slap in the face. I find it to be really rude and i don’t tolerate it well. It pretty much says the person doesn’t give a shit and has no respect. I am probably making a bigger deal than necessary, i’m just tired of the [...]
dream
I was driving a bmw, but something about th car felt weird and i had to adjust the seat for way too long. Once i got it figured out i tried to go find a supermarket. I could only find a local market that had some extreme prejudice against outsiders. So they were not very [...]
