I had decided to move, back to my grandmas house. Although she no longer lived there. I moved into the room we usually stayed in but it was much different, had its own bathroom (a weird premonition about death and the water heater exploding) had an ominous feel to it. Other people were renting out [...]
Archive > June 2009
Moving on.
It really is stressful when your life is at a crossroads and you are standing in this big intersection, preferably out west where on all four corners fields stretch as far as the eye can see with green fields corralled in by white fences. Each corner has a stop sign, each road brings new meaning. [...]
Ignoramous.
My life is not a bucket of roses. One can pretend though that things are alright. so i will leave it at that.
I would just like to say.
Screw this whole posting pictures of myself for encouragement. My camera batteries are dead and i have no money to go buy new ones to have them die in a month. If we could just get on the ball with a new energy source for small technology that would be GREAT. Or if someone could [...]
Hitting home.
The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost Two roads diverged in a yellow wood, And sorry I could not travel both And be one traveler, long I stood And looked down one as far as I could To where it bent in the undergrowth; Then took the other, as just as fair, And having perhaps [...]
Twilight
Sometimes things happen and we have no answer nor solution to calm peoples nerves to assuage their fears. Everything happens for a reason and as painful as we may feel about it us, we that are still amongst the living awake to another day in the sun, to one day share with their dearly departed [...]
Humiliation.
*-Update- Now that these photos have been up for a little while i start to feel the awkwardness sink in and i am not sure how i feel about it. I’ve always snubbed those bloggers who try to have some privacy on their blogs with fake names and no photos, especially of themselves in a [...]
Why I hate Rachel Ray.
Mostly it’s her teeth, that big toothy grin conveys fake meaningless emotion. I do feel a little guilty for not having watched her show for a while due to incessantly mocking her each time i watched the show. It started out as like the 40 dollar a day show where she would go and find [...]
Whine.
Dear Boyfriend, It’s a little offensive you haven’t come to see me yet. It’s a little weak that you decided to only see me when your car is fixed. Um hello you will only be home for two weeks! and then gone for a year. Stop being a such a guy and come see me…your [...]
