I’m moving January 30. Moving moving moving. All the crap I own in a moving truck from one place to another. I know it’s needed i know i just need to be in a different place, it’s more expensive and that more than anything is the hang up and preventing unparalleled joy from occurring. I [...]
Archive > January 2010
Goals
My goals for January are: Buy wood and start table project. Pack up all my boxes and move. Move all boxes to basement to make it easier to load the truck, keep big furniture in apartment till ready to move. Rent Uhaul and move everything in one trip. Easily doable I don’t have much stuff. [...]
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I found an apartment today!! HORRRAH! All i need now is a car. Which is in the works. I can’t rush it, as impatient as i am. The layout is just like this one only flipped around. I cannot wait to have my kitchen table not crammed into a corner of my apartment. All i [...]
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Which would be about 23 weeks to the day! I must definitely be the most impatient person on the planet. Srsly. There’s no denying this. I was not born a patient baby (or maybe…i was two weeks late) nor child nor tween, teen or adult. It’s my major sore spot. I work on this, occasionally. [...]
The past. 153.
To me my past feels like one big pity party. It was lets be honest a really shitty childhood spotted with moments of fun memories till my parents got divorced. I lived in fear of my father and rightly so. My brother was obviously the favored, the chosen son, the perfect boy and me the [...]
USS Friendshit
I have to admit I am probably not the world’s best friend. I don’t really have a “best”friend anymore and i think I am ok with that. I’m alone more times than not and don’t do a whole lot to remedy the situation either. So all my complaining is for naught. Oh well. If it [...]
My child will be nameless
Because I can’t come up with one that feels appropriate. Please let me introduce you to the contenders… Wyatt David Lachlan Mackenzie and that’s as far as i got.
Trapeze Swinger
This song always brings me to tears and i have a huge grin on my face. Iron and Wine Trapeze Swinger Please, remember me Happily By the rosebush laughing With bruises on my chin The time when We counted every black car passing Your house beneath the hill And up until Someone caught us in [...]
Books to read.
Books essential to read during before or during pregnancy: Childbirth without Fear: The Principles and Practice of Natural Childbirth by Grantly Dick-Read Pushed by Jennifer Block Hypnobirthing the Mongan Method All of these books state that there is no need for pain during childbirth by using proven methods of relaxation and a stress free environment. [...]
