Things I still think about

  1. I’m afraid
  2. How I didnt have a natural birth the way I wanted, as much as i have accepted the way Wyatt came into the world was best for us, now that i have hindsight it makes me a little regretful.
  3. Trying so awfully hard to move my fudging feet post op, the faster i did the faster i got to see my baby. I was falling asleep and so tired it was really a chore. Thankfully Nickola was there.
  4. I am grateful my mom went with Wyatt up to the NICU, she got to experience his first minutes of life and i am a bit jealous of that.
  5. How wonderful my little boys smile is and how i can’t wait to snuggle with him even if he kicks me with his tiny (huge) feet and wails at me with his little fists to tell me he’s hungry.
  6. How he calms down instantly when he sees the boob unless i don’t whip it out fast enough.
  7. He looks like his father, who hasnt seen him once. This fact does not bother me. I’m ok with it.

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