I’ve been craving companionship.
I love my son to the moon and back and then some,
but let’s be honest here I don’t do being alone well.
I’m a good person, I’m honest, I wear my heart on my sleeve, I give everything I have no matter what.
Only?
to have it be shoved in my face.
I still haven’t learned.
I’m still a fool
I crave insight and wisdom to not lend my heart out so easily.
My son and I deserve love just as much as anyone else.
I deserve to be loved.
but that probably will never happen.
16/11/2010 at 12:17 am Permalink
You’re not a fool. You’re someone who knows what they want and goes after it. It sucks that people like us? Get hurt. Often.
Don’t say it will never happen. It WILL happen. As cliche as it sounds, these things happen when you least expect them to.