December is a month of trepidation.
Especially this year has been tough.
I’m alone, a new single mom. I went through a lot this year, the birth of my son being the best and ending a relationship as the low point. However all things happen for a reason, sometimes reasons we don’t always want to believe but reasons none the less.
I didn’t decorate this year so Christmas kind of felt like a hoax,
there is also a lot of guilt because I could not shower my son with a ton of gifts and had to pay my rent instead. Being a student trying to finish a BFA and take care of my son is not easy for me. I struggle just like any other person but expect a lot from myself at the same time. Be the best! Be the brightest and most of the time it’s so overwhelming I do nothing. For 2011 I would like to overcome being overwhelmed and do something about it.
And that is what we will do.
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