Well, another week has flown by. Where did the days go? They are flying by like sand seeping faster and faster out of an hour glass. Where do I want to end up? What do I want to do with my life? It is just Baby Bear, the Cats and Myself; our little nuclear family. Can I make a move out west work? It is a really big gamble I am taking and have not been sleeping very well because of this. I wish I had never dated “He who shall not be named”, that he had never given me a taste of what it was like to be loved. Now I just want to get away from the East Coast as fast as possible to escape memories here. Why it is all of a sudden bothering me I will never know.
I’ve been combing the internet for jobs and not much has turned up that is legitimate. I am starting to feel like I am looking in all the wrong places. I constantly worry if I would be good enough or try imagine myself tackling a certain job and just psyche myself out completely.
I am a hard working, and eager to learn! The only experience I have had in the work force is childcare; I’ve been a nanny, been an Early Toddler Teacher, and have baby sat many children. This however does not mean much for trying to get a job outside of the regular workforce. I haven’t been doing a whole lot with my business either since I haven’t sold one thing yet. Which is not to say I ever will. It just takes time to get started. This whole post is starting to sound like one giant excuse.
I would love to experience a new work enviornment… Going to school for woodworking and furniture design does not necessarily lend to a professional work force enviornment but it sure does help my creativity skills. I also know how to work machinery that costs thousands of dollars. Go me.
Where will I end up? I’m not focusing on long term goals but mostly month to month goals. I want to be out of Maine by the fall and I am going to accomplish this even If I have to try and work my way around E-bay law and sell my soul.
“So guys, what do you think? Will you buy something from our store to help us move cross country?”
23/04/2011 at 12:05 am Permalink
too bad you couldnt be a nanny in someone’s home or have them drop their kid off to make some money. that is what i am hoping to do but since i dont have any kids yet, people are skeptical of me. sigh. good luck!